Hate.. Disease..

I’ve been so wrong all along

And for this I need to say

I’m sorry for all the pain

That I spread through all of my hate

So unjust, so unreal

I can’t begin to describe how I feel

I let my pride get the best of me

Causing so much unrest in me

So much talk of spreading love

Yet all I’ve shown anyone was hate

I’ve been such a fool and I’m sorry

I know you forgive me

But it’s so hard to forgive myself

I’m so ashamed of what I’ve become

Please help put me back on track

Help me brighten this world like I once did

Please take this hatred and jealousy away from me

I don’t want it anymore

I’m giving up, throwing in the towel

Leaving everything behind

I can’t do this alone anymore

I don’t want to do this alone anymore